i am, or at this point maybe i should say, was, designing my own invites. they will be totally non-traditional and really, not invites at all but that's ok -- nothing is really traditional about us anyways.
the only problem is that i am incapable of doing this. i designed IT and it looks like crap. even rochelle, who is the eternal cheerleader of even the crappiest of things i've designed, wasn't all that impressed. and i have been digging through the internet to try to get ideas of what style to do this in and i can't. seriously, i can't. i don't know what my "style" is, i don't know how to do this.
if anyone asks me to do something for them, i can do it because i get a feel for their style, who they are and what they will like. i think that is my strongest attribute as a creative person -- i read people well and after talking to them i can figure out what they will like. but i don't know how to do it for myslef. i don't know what my design style is, and i don't know how to do this.
the one thing i've realized though is that i LOVE creativity and i miss creating. i will get back into it, i will create and i will find what i am looking for in my invites.