different people have different sideffects to anestesia.
my truly thespian self has a very thespian sideffect.
when i was waking up from my deep, happy dreamies, i looked at my nurse anesteziologist, who had won my heart earlier by taking my hand in his, looking in my eyes and taking the moment to truly ask me how i am doing, and said "i just want you to know that you are..... (swallow a sob) a fantastic nurse!" sob sob.
i don't deviate from my fabulous self.
i had the deepest, most sincere desire to bawl my eyes out. the nurse later explained that some people actually do have that kind of a sideffect.