last night here in the US.
10 years ago i came with one suitcase, i am not leaving with much more but a trunk full of amazing experiences, friends, mistakes made and learned from, growing up, places seen and enjoyed, of course a husband who i ironically met on the internet and who stole me back to europe ... well and three suitcases this time.
today we went to a drug store to get me some cold medicines and i looked around and wondered what will be the things that i will miss from here - space in the grocery store? being able to buy 30 different kinds of chapsticks that i lose as soon as i buy them? knowing what store has the best bargain for what i am looking for? what if i miss all that? what if i don't like living wherever i move. i am not 18 anymore and adapting to new things is harder as you get older.
on the other hand, i've been wanting this. there have been years of feeling stuck and wanting something new but never having the right opportunity. now, everything has fallen into places - perfectly. prayers do get answered. sometimes in bigger ways than we could even imagine or wish for. everything is going to be fine - i am sure i will find the right lipsticks and chapsticks for the best bargain prices and in the mean time - i am so excited for the ride!
never give up going after what you want.