We’ve been waiting for the paperwork. Most weeks on Mondays we get a call telling us it should come by this Friday. Friday comes along and it’s off to the next week. I’ve been talking to a girl about design work but as of yet, nothing is for certain. To be honest, I don’t know what will come of it, after hearing what kind of work she does, I realized that I am not at her level and I don’t know if it will work out.
I will be honest, the waiting around, without knowing when this will come through, can get really boring. And then little worries about finances and other things start creeping in. I was so excited about this job opportunity at first - this would be my dream job, after all - when I realized that it might not work out, I have to admit that I wanted a violin and a cookie and someone to feel sorry for me.
But then something changed. When I look back at my life, it is without fail that if I am focused on God and things don’t happen the way I would want them to happen, it is not the right time yet. Because time goes by and something better comes along that I would not have been able to do if I would have done it at the time I wanted to.
So I refuse to mope around with the paperwork situation. I refuse to feel low about the job situation. I put my complete trust in God and the fact that it will all come – in the right time.